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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2008|06:29 pm]

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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2008|11:18 pm]
She chose to walk alone.
Though others wondered why.
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.S

She didn't have companions.
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were puppet strings.

She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away
.She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.

She longed to be a flame.
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

The trees, they say, stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it
Said the story played out well.
She spread her arms out wide.

Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...

And then she was gone.
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(no subject) [Sep. 5th, 2008|07:33 pm]
I want to play twister.
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2008|09:51 pm]
 I changed to blogspot for all of ya'll who are fucking slow.
But i don't give my link to just anyone.
I gave it to the chinese boy i've liked for ages now but he forgot it anyways
SO HAHA!

xoxo
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Last night [Dec. 13th, 2007|06:26 pm]
"THE STORY WE MADE UP:
The cow moaned and meowed at his mom before he opened his mouth and stuck her tongue inside happy Val's ears because she's abstinent and serenaded by the farmer who had boils all over his puny little dick shrivelling off and rotting like a piece of val's underwear that hasn't been washed for over 4 years and attracted many dirty men and trannies.

Val enjoys eating tuna and even better licking off many other things like adib's hairy chest and also sucking on Mervyn's fingers, entirely reminiscent of the random stranger who raped her in thailand. It was fucking painful, like nipple piercings but worse because it was a tranny who raped her, using both dicks, one made of metal an the other of what's left of when he made love to boyfriend adib the one who has a vagina. Adib is actually a viking dressed in britney spear's school uniform, which looks exactly like the one Valerie lost when she got eaten by a dinosaur also when she passed out while she was sleeping. She drank some whiskey and stripped everything off. It was not a usual thing for val. Val likes cakes and cookies made of green frosting and maple syrup.

(Our friend Tim is now added into the convo.)

Frosting made of snot is quite appetizing to increase the libido of jolyns soft and smooth skin which is like the breast of val. Jolyn ate a monster called Valerie the whore


tim didn't reply, and we got distracted. oh well."
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2007|01:48 am]

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(no subject) [Sep. 29th, 2007|07:00 pm]
Loving this song.
Not a fan of the singer though.
Porn star, =]





Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told

[Chorus]
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
But now I try to under-analyse

[Chorus]

Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?

Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe

'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land



p.s. IF you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, then you find out first hand what it's like to be me.
p.s.s.  Life is good, thanks for asking Daniel.
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2007|08:41 pm]


How You Are In Love



You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.



You tend to give more than take in relationships.



You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.



You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.



You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.</p>You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/">How Are You In Love?</a></div>
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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2007|03:21 pm]

part of hey now by FM STATIC
oh god reminds me of my boyfriend


any minute im not with you
i hope ill see you soon
theres just something that happens
when you walk into the room

and instantly i feel so complete
it hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek
and you give me this feeling
its like no other feeling
but it knocks me off my feet

please dont ask me what i like about you
cause its every little thing you do
and thats just the way you make me feel

and i dont think
that there are any others out there like you
and i wont blink cause that would mean
i would miss a second beside you

and maybe you know what i mean
or maybe this is just a dream
i pinch myself just to make sure
but im still here and there you are
i wonder why we just met now
it just kind of happened somehow
but here we are together and
thats all that matters in the end

and instantly i feel so complete
it hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek
and you give me this feeling
its like no other feeling
but it knocks me off my feet

please dont ask me what i like about you
cause its every little thing you do
and thats just the way you make me feel

you can never ask for too much
cause id travel the world just to feel your touch
thats just the way you make me feel

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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2007|07:03 pm]
Gaygod - "Not all scars show, not all wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always see
The pain someone feels"
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2007|07:20 pm]
I sold my soul and cheeks to rock and roll Mr Penny
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(no subject) [Jul. 18th, 2007|07:37 pm]


My new addiction - Your guardian angel by red jumpsuit


When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know Ill find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
Ill be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Its ok, Its ok, Its ok

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my
You're my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away

Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay...

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know Ill be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

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(no subject) [Jul. 8th, 2007|08:16 am]
tDEAFCONFUCKINGFOUR

Okay, yesterday was , at last, deafcon 4. I went to Pasir Ris to meet doofus with Arina and on the MRT, pre hopped in. We then found out Prabs was in the same train as us, only in the middle. It was too crowded for him to pop by so later we met outside the MRT. Arina couldnt find her friend at the control station and those idiots, Arina and Doofus, reported her as a missing child so that they could make an announcment for her. It was so embarrasing but in the end she found us and thats all that matters. We start our walk to DXO, hoping we wouldnt miss anything and we didnt, cause we could only go in at 3 30, so we melted outside till then. Sharmila (AHHBITCHILOVEYOUFORCOMING) met us at the stairs and it was so unexpected but im happy she could make it. We camwhored (well, i camwhored and forced them to join =] ) and at last we could go in. OH, DID I MENTION ZY'S PANTS ARE FUCKING TIGHT, its hot <33

Iron buddha was the first band so the wait wasn't long, or i would've died. I video-ed the whole thing but FUCK I WISH I DIDNT cause my video came out stupid anyway, theres too much ZZZZ sound, i duno whats it called. I shoulda just moshed with the rest of them =[ Anyways they were FUCKING AWESOME and im so proud of them for doing so well. The crowd was loving their set and even random people were screaming for them, i could see, being alone and sitting down =]

After that we just chilled a while and decided it was boring so we became groupies for each and every band. One of which im very happy i did cause well, the drummer is one of the hottest people i have ever seen (; We danced, made fun, danced , screamed and danced more. I never had this much fun at a deafcon before. OH, did i mention it was really crowded at this deafcon?
Well, Penny's band ended the deafcon and im glad they did cause they were fucking hardcore. I mean, i promised myself i would stop headbanging a year ago but i just couldnt help myself with them . Ziyang walked in and i sat down cause i dont wana experience his moshing again. NEVER AGAIN. But the bouncer pulled him out and told him not to mosh there cause theres wires or smth. I was just laughing at zy's face.

Sadly, deafcon ended and after what seemed an eternity, we got the gang to actually MOVE. We got out at the perfect timing cause we got to see some beautiful fireworks. It a perfect ending to a perfect day. We moved to carl's jr, iylia in the lead but didn't know where she was going, and actually found place for all of us to sit. We brought macs over cause carls jr is crazy expensive and i cam whored with everyone and play fought with ariff. rah. Then prabs did something disgusting, he put straws in his earholes and like connected them. I don't know how to explain, you go see the peektures later.

Me , Pre and Prabs took a cab home and we were singing and dancing to paris hilton, fergie, stacie orrico, gwen stafani and what other songs i have in my fone. OKAY FINE, ME AND PRE WAS, Prabs just stoned.  =]  We Dropped Prabs off and then i dropped Pre off and when i was alone, i realised my taxi driver was half asleep. His eyes couldnt open properly and he was driving in the middle of two lanes the whole time. At one point, he actually fell asleep at a red light and i had to effing wake him up. ALSO, he suddenly stopped in the middle of the road cause he fell asleep while driving and realised what he did and started moving again. HES CRAZY. oh my god, i almost died or smth. Sadly i didn't but hey, i almost did.


OKAYPICTURETIME



While waiting to be able to go in

Credits = Val

Her leather dress was sex

I accidentally spat on Deb cause the camera took too long

Camwhore with Ariff, took long too

I can't remember who was playing but thats arina with the checkered shirt and i see rafik =D

He kept trying to sneak in to our pics so i decided to take a pic with him =D

Waiting for the gang to actually move


Iron Buddha Sign

My loves <3

What was left of the doll after Phsycotherapy was through with it

Ariff again, cause he's retarded =]

SEE I TOLD YOU HE WAS DISGUSTING =]
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(no subject) [Jul. 4th, 2007|05:21 pm]



My dad saw this and went "karina, even if you think your butt ugly, guys will still date you; they got somewhere to put their beers"

ISNT THAT MEAN

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(no subject) [Jul. 2nd, 2007|10:54 pm]

Will you stick with me throught whatever?
Will you be there for me when my world begins to fall?
Will you be here, with me, forever?
What if i need you when we fight, would you still be here?


Are you going to say yes but not really mean it?
Don't say yes cause there isn't such a thing as forever.
We won't be friends forever and we won't always get along.
People get replaced and forgotten, and as much as i don't want that, i know it'll happen.
But right now, while we are still young and you are fresh in my mind, i don't want to fight
I want you to be my bestie for as long as possible, until i leave to England for uni (if i get that far) and maybe even after
I know it MAY NOT come true, but we can try. We can fight to be friends. The possibilites are endless.
Darling, i don't want us to fight, i know i have been too caught up with everything but you know i love you more than anything .
I love you more than ANYONE.
Your my first priority and i'll run to jurong if needed, even if it means RUNNING cause u know i dont run.

I promise to call you, like before, at 2, 4, 8 and 10:30.
I know i may not ALWAYS do, but i promise to sms if i can't
Your always in my mind, and in my heart. There isn't a day that i dont sleep without thinking i wonder what my bestie is doing now.'
45% % of my heart is all for you,and no one will replace that as long as ur my bestie.
My bf (if i get one, pbft) will get 30 %  and the rest are for my friends.
But you know, above them all, is you, and i don't want that to change.
Not now  when we have a chance, not now since we are still in touch,







Don't count on anyone but yourself cause friends fight, boyfriends break up, and family, well, just dont understand.
But your more than just a friend, your my best friend and my life. I count on you more than i count on myself.
I give up alot on myself but you havent given up on me.

I love you bestie, i really do.


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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2007|09:51 am]

RAWR.

its a sunday and im stuck home without plans. On friday, ZY and Claire came over to my house and when they left Iylia came, We practically fell asleep instantly, well, after an hr or so, but yea. It was about 12 i think, and i woke up at 9, Iylia at 10 30. It was so retarded cause we slept so long but we were yawning like CERAZY the whole time. We reached tamp at abt 12 but no one was there. Waited for kelaire to come then we went to eat at the coffeeshop. After a while everyone showed up. But what was suppose to start at 12 started at 1 so i could only watch them jam abt half an hr. Sharm and iylia walked me out and we waited and waited for a cab. There wasn't any so i decided to take a bus cause i didnt wana wait any longer. it was OMG SO HOT. Before leaving, Iylia made me give her the letter, i felt so embarrased cause it was so stupid and like, i didnt really expect to give it to him. Its a way for me to tell someone my feelings without actually TELLING anyone but they said i should give it to him and kinda practically forced it outta me. I was so embarrased, i nearly DIED. Went for the american independent day after and at first it was SO HOT and BORING but when the sun went down the NICE music started playing and the fireworks were so beautiful. it was like directly above us and i moved behind slowly by slowly away from the fireworks. Not cause it was noisy, but cause the STUPID SPARKS FROM THE FIREWORKS KEPT DROPPING ON ME.

p.s. i got 24 mosquito bites ;)

Like you said, its nice to watch fireworks with that special someone. During the fireworks, all i could think about was how i wish you were here with me.

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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2007|11:17 pm]

DEDICATED TO MERVYN CAUSE ITS OUR TWO MONTHS IN ABOUT 40 MINUTES.


mvy - an entire generation of Cinderellas and no glass slipper says:

i want you to be happy all the time

Okay. so our two months is just around the corner la girlfriend, and OMG its two months. lolol.
Even though we rarely talk much to each other nowadays, you with your million and one friends, you seem to always be there when i need someone , your like the fairy godmafia girlfriend thingy. You do and say the weirdest things when im down and for some reason, it makes me feel better. The stupidest stuff, like really, and i never expected me to be happy over stuff like that, but for some reason, when you say it, it cheers me up so much. well, i've known you for like uh, more than 7 months now, and you have no idea how happy i am to know you cause your like, THE best mafia ever.  Uh, this is so cliche and i seriously suck, but until i meet you, this is all i can give you. I still have roses from valentines day so i guess i'll pass those to you with the stuf i got you too. VALENTINES DAY. omgomg.

okay im sorry for this being so  retarded and im not good with words but hey, thanks for everything and happy two months <333

KARINAHEARTSMERVYNLA



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Stoupid video [Jun. 25th, 2007|11:40 am]

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(no subject) [Jun. 25th, 2007|11:02 am]
haha, my mums not home yet so im gona post about the weekend.
My other pics are in my other com so that one will do another day.

SATURDAY
On saturday, I went to watch iron buddha jam and darn, that last caress song is stuck in my head. I love the way they are gona do it though, its so nice. There was this big ass alien earphones there and iylia wore it and looked so cute.
I tried on ZYs smelly shoes and it was HUGE.
After jaming me iylia, and her sister took a cab down to orchard. Zy decided to go home and change and iylia's sister was having a kick out of the insane anger me and iylia was feeling. After what seemed ages, we got a cab. We then went to cine cause her sister had some girl guides thing and met merv and jolyn. We ate pasta mania and god i missed it so much. Iylia ordered a combo and a drink came with it. This is the story on the hidden truth of how horny iylia REALLY is.
Cashier - "what drink do you want?"
Iylia - "what drinks are there?"
Cashier - "Coke, sprite, ice lemon tea.."
 Iylia - " COCK! i mean COKE!"
we start laughing and even the cashier couldnt stop . it was so fuckin funny
We went outside cause they wanted to smoke and we got free music. Cam whored abit and i saw chelsea and natalie walking towards me and i went over to say hi.
We took neoprints
and soon after zy and adib came. We hung around and decided to go to RFW. well, that was AFTER they got caught for smokin HAHHAHAHAHAHA.
Iylia , her sister, zy and adib walked to RFW and i was so pissed cause i would've loved to walk with THEM. fuck. But anyways me and merv and jolyn took MRT and waited, and waited, and WAITED for them to come. We reached RFW, saw alot of familiar faces, same stuff happened then BLEGH on the way home me and iylia camwhored again .
SUNDAY
On sunday , i was suppose to go out with ZY and claire, but claire couldnt make it so ZY invited adib .  As usual, zy was late after a while adib's brother left to meet someone and me and adib were alone and so bored, so we went to some music store and adib was like" im going to get SO pissed in a few seconds" and i thought he meant about zy, but i saw what he was holding and it was a slayer cd, but it was under INTERNATIONAL POP! LOL POP! slayer is pop, well noted. We called zy and he was like SHOULD I COME? i was like fucker cheebye he better come! But he did, and i love him for it. We decided to watch a movie and SURFS UP it was. i think zy asked for a movie so he could sleep cause he looks so comfortable and so tired. I was waiting for the two penguins to kiss cause i wanted to see how they could since their beaks are hard, but they didnt. DARN IT. the movie finished and we went outside under the MRT so the guys could smoke. I took a video of them doing smth cause i thought it was gona be crazy but it was lame but oh well,  Will post it after this update is done. At about 5:30, adib left and me and zy camwhored while i waited for the bus. I TOOK A BUS ALONE OKAY. FUCK. the bus came at 6 20 and by about 7 45 i was going to reach home and my mum called to say my goddaughter took her first few steps. I dropped off the bus and took the first cab i saw to telok blanga. reached there about 8 30. the length of period i was on my ass is crazy. My goddaughter is so big now so i didnt regret it one bit.

The end of the last weekend of the holidays


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(no subject) [Jun. 25th, 2007|09:54 am]
Holidays have ended and i should be in school.
Im so scared, we've been hanging everyday during the last week i had in Singapore, and i only had one day break from Ziyang, oh god.
But the problem is, we've been too used to that and now, since school has started, i can barely go online and i can't go out as often. Like, weekends only? And whats the point of me being able to go out on weekends, when Iylia cant go out on weekends!  I look up to merv and iylia and stuff cause they've hung out with Ziyang for so long but didnt catch his hand gestures. I kept telling myself DONT BE LIKE HIM KEEP  MY HANDS STRAIGHT but i guess thinking too much about NOT doing it, started me DOING it. ironic, but true.

I really like this guy, and not being able to talk to him as much as before is definately gona change things.  Nothing is going to stay the same and me and him are gona drift furthur and furthur apart. Sooon, he'll be like "uuuh, karina who!?" and i'll be like doing the same thing. I guess this wasn't meant to be, looking at everything that's stopping me from telling him how i feel. I can write a LIST about the reasons i CANT. ugh.

Its 10:00 am now and no one is online. everyone lazy bum, everyone sleeping. I hope my mum allows me to go online later, shes not home now so its not counted. But yah.

P.S. I PROMISE TO WRITE ABOUT THE PREVIOUS WEEK, REALLY







Im sitting here trying to convince myself that you're not the one for me, but the more i think, the less i believe and then the more i want you here with me.
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